Past Thoughts on September 11th

In a previous online life, I kept a Live Journal (handle: livefrom). Commemorating today's sixth anniversary of September 11, 2001, I post entries I wrote to commemorate the second, fourth, and fifth anniversaries of that day. They are in reverse chronological order.

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"9/12" Written: September 12, 2006

Five years ago we all woke up to a different world. A world reshaped by unspeakable horror and death, a world sickened with the cruel manifestation of terror.

We hugged and cried and came together. And we thought about what we had witnessed the previous day. There were no words. The World Trade Center, symbols of American economic might, were no more. The Pentagon, headquarters of the most powerful military to ever walk the face of this earth, was attacked, and part of it destroyed.

Thousands of innocents were ruthlessly murdered.

The streets of Heaven were too crowded with Angels that night.

And a terrorist organization engaged in an Act of War with the United States.

Always remember that: They attacked us first.

What is the aim of terrorism? It is not to murder, to kill. Even though they will willingly accept if not welcome collateral deaths. The aim of terrorism is to strike terror. It's as simple as that. The aim of terrorism is to develop psychological terror and a state of continued fear in citizens. It is at the end a political tool. Terror and fear in the citizenry will lead to questioning the strengths of government institutions. These institutions are the components of a democratic government. Sans institutions, we see the devolution of the state into one of anarchy and chaos. Once again, institutions are the backbone. Losing faith—questioning the ability of government to keep you safe, questioning the ability of government to function—will give terrorism a victory.

Terrorism lives off of terror. In order to defeat terrorism, you need to defeat terror and fear.

Many commentators accuse the Administration of not asking Americans to sacrifice for this war. We got tax cuts and told to live life as if nothing had happened. Indeed there was a subtle sacrifice asked: returning to normal to show terrorism that we will not live in terror, that we will not live in fear. Of course, that was impossible. But we had to show strength, if not, at least the perception of it. Yes, we can't carry our hair gels on airplanes anymore, but you know what, we still fly. Yes, we're warned about visiting corners of the earth where being an American can cause personal harm, but you know what, we still go. We do these things because we are not afraid. And we watch our American Idol, and we take note of what Paris Hilton is doing, and we worry about Natalie Holloway. And we return to a degree of normality.

We live in what Gore Vidal calls, the United States of Amnesia. And while many consider it a bad thing I don't. It is in the very essence of America, in our very composition, the fact that we have the ability to move on. Move on and look towards the future.

In the United States of Amnesia, we engrain whatever popular culture is prevalent and run with it. In the United States of Amnesia we follow trends and fads and stick to them until black is the new white. In the United States of Amnesia we bicker and fight between groups—be them your friends, or political parties—but we know that all is well, that at the end, we're still civil and we still talk to each other. A disagreement among friends is nothing bad. In the United States of Amnesia we worry about making end's meet and about the latest feud at our jobs, and about whether or not our kids are receiving the best education possible and the best health care possible. Citizens of the United States of Amnesia have enough personal problems and worries, and it's difficult to look beyond the micro-anxieties to focus on the macro-anxieties.

Countries, much like people, undergo existential anxieties of meaninglessness at times. What is our purpose? Why are we doing what we do? And in a healthy democracy we elect people to worry and to have anxieties for the country itself. We rely on institutions to function as they should. We rely on people who man those institutions to do the best they can for the country and its citizens. So not all is lost. Citizens of the U.S.A. may have a lot of personal problems, but the problems facing the nation are always accounted for, and taken care of.

We elect our Presidents on the grounds that they'll take care of everything. That foreign policy is under wraps. We elect them because we would like to almost hear them say, "Hey, you know that situation in the Middle East, you know about what's going on in that country that you can't find on a map? Don't worry about it; I'm taking care of business." And we want to believe them, because we want to continue living the lives that we live. There's too many things that are going on in the world, and in our democracy, we can't expect everyone to have an informed opinion on say, favored trade nation status with China, or on arms disarmament accords. It just won't happen. And that's not a bad thing. An informed citizenry is the backbone of a vibrant democracy. But that's the ideal never the reality.

So what do we get from all of this. That by believing that we have returned to a state of normality, that by acting it, and showing it to friend and foe alike, we start believing that we have returned to normal. Perception is more powerful than reality. Irreality is more important than reality. At the end, what we have to do is feign faith. We feign faith in our government and our institutions. We know it's not the best, we know it's plagued with problems, but we continue to believe in it. Believing is key.

And that's a way to defeat terror.

We feign faith. That doesn't mean that we lose the ability to question our government. Discourse is essential in democracy. But we need to have confidence in our government. At the end, Republican and Democrat, Conservative and Liberal, while we all have our disagreements, we all have the same goal, making this country better. And we inch towards that goal everyday, little by little. That's America.

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We lost faith in Iraq. Americans overwhelmingly disapprove of intervention in Iraq. We have lost close to 2,000 American soldiers, and yes, thousands of innocent Iraqis have died—not only at the hands of the insurgency, but also at the hands of American soldiers. And we have to live with it.

Many don't know why we're in Iraq. It is a fact that Saddam Hussein had nothing to do with the attacks on 9/11. No one disputes that.

But it's a war on Terrorism. And Saddam Hussein was an advocate of terror.

Saddam Hussein had nothing to do with 9/11 but Saddam Hussein did have ties with Al-Qaeda.

Please follow this. Saddam Hussein had nothing to do with 9/11 but Saddam Hussein did have ties with Al-Qaeda. They're not the same things. They're two distinct components, two different matters.

And while there was an intelligence failure, everyone from CIA on up to Saddam Hussein believed that Saddam Hussein had Weapons of Mass Destruction, the casus belli that the Administration gave was that Saddam Hussein posed a danger to the United States. Indeed given the chance, Hussein would've jumped on developing weapons program and endanger the U.S. and our interests in the region. Make no mistake about it: the world is a much safer place without Saddam Hussein in power.

And make no mistake about it. Saddam Hussein was a backer of terrorism. For years he gave sanctuary to terrorists, such as Abu Nidal, who was the mastermind of over 100 operations between the 1970's into the 90's. Such operations included wounding the Israeli ambassador to Great Britain, triggering the Israeli invasion of Lebanon in 1982, three airline hijackings, one airline bombing, attacking a tourist cruise ship, and numerous car bombs. And Saddam Hussein gave Abu Nidal sanctuary from 1999 when he was kicked out of Libya to 2002, when Saddam Hussein feared his growing prominence and ordered him killed. Before that, he lived in an upscale Baghdad neighborhood, in a villa owned by the Mukhabarat—the Iraqi Secret Police.

American Intelligence can't confirm nor deny the report picked up by Czech intelligence that Mohammed Atta, leader of the 9/11 hijackers, met with Abu Amin, an Iraqi intelligence agent.

Some will also say that Saddam Hussein hated Al-Qaeda. That too is true. But remember, relations between these people are always love-hate. At the end they all need each other. And that doesn't negate the fact that Hussein would support Al-Qaeda in its attacks on America.

Hussein was a danger. And now he's no more because he's imprisoned in an Iraqi jail, awaiting judgment from the very same people from which he pillaged basic human rights.

But the conduct of the war. The Powell doctrine of overwhelming force wasn't followed, but rather the strategy was of deploying a relatively light 130,000-strong expeditionary force. There was something that occurred in the conduct of the war which turned the public against it. The public could not accept American soldiers dying in a desert.

The political atmosphere was such that it became popular to call for a complete withdrawal of American soldiers. No one likes war. FDR, before launching World War II, in one of his fireside chats uttered with strong force, words that should always resonate in the mind of an American president before he deploys American soldiers into battle: "I hate War." I think at the very end we all do. This president has said so himself.

But they're necessary. And like President Bush said last night, we are in a state of war. A war against terror, a war, like Bush said, for the very survival of civilization.

Almost one hundred years ago, the pragmatist thinker, Randolph Bourne wrote an influential essay entitled, The Experimental Life. In it he stressed that while many have their lives somewhat pre-ordained, and that there's this template, this roadmap that these people follow, it is not pragmatic to live this way. Rather he calls for living the experimental life. In short, it's adapting to the changing circumstances, to the changing environments, and learning from mistakes. That nothing's set in stone, and that you have to be able to quickly adapt and change. As an example, he wrote of a General who has his armies lined up in a certain closed formation, and sending them marching directly head-on to the enemy. The enemy knowing that this specific General is fond of this formation launches a guerilla campaign to attack the formation by the sides. Therefore if the General doesn't adapt to the new guerilla-style war, he will surely lose the war—even if his army is stronger and superior.

That is what is occurring today in Iraq. We need to adapt and change. This army wasn't ready for the insurgency campaign, for the urban desert warfare that is transpiring in Iraq. They weren't ready for IED's, and weren't ready to battle the enemy unseen.

That doesn't mean that we can't change. We still have time. We need to adapt. But we can't give up.

Iraq is the central front on the war on Terrorism. Terrorists have gone to Iraq to do battle with the United States and we must fight back. If we lose Iraq, we lose everything.

Why do we fight? That question was asked to Sen. John McCain. His response: "Because it's the right thing to do."

History does indeed repeat itself. And the Domino theory is back. We let Iraq fall, what does that say to Hamid Karzai in Afghanistan who is building up the country after years of ruthless rule from the Taliban? Women can now walk freely through Afghanistan and attend schools. That was never possible under Taliban rule. But if we lose Iraq, it'll embolden the Taliban to come back. If we lose Iraq, what does that say to Pervez Musharraf of Pakistan who gets death threats everyday for supporting us, and has his own intelligence apparatus undermining him? If we lose Iraq, what does that say to the Al-Saud house in Saudi Arabia, who, for better or worse, are our allies in the War on Terror? The coalition against terror crumbles.

Al-Qaeda is a terrorist organization. And yes, they did cause unspeakable mayhem on September 11th. But also remember, at its most basic, they're the gang that can't shoot straight. It took them years to finally succeed, albeit when they did in fact succeed, they did so with gusto. But they're a third-rate organization. And we can not allow them to win. And they win every time we are in fear of them. Yes they pose a threat, but don't let them scare you. Let them instill in you determination. One needs to be determined to fight them and finish them off.

Osama Bin Laden has said that, "All that we have to do, is to send two mujahedeen to the farthest point east to raise a piece of cloth on which is written Al-Qaeda, in order to make the Generals race there to cause America to suffer human, economic, and political losses."

Now he's not a nuisance, like John Kerry said, and he's certainly not irrelevant. But we shouldn't allow him to make us live in terror, in fear. That's when they win.

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Thomas Friedman has written of the juxtaposition between 11/9 and 9/11. On 11/9/1989, the Berlin Wall came down. On 9/11/2001, the World Trade Center came down. One brought about a renewed sense of hope. The other brought about a renewed sense of horror.

We need to return to the world of 11/9 and we do this by being hopeful again.

President Clinton: "I still believe in a place called Hope."

We need to export Hope again. The United States has always done a great job at exporting Hope. Without Hope, life wouldn't be worth living.

We export Hope by negating fear. We export Hope by helping others around the world.

The U.S. today remains the shining City on a Hill as President Reagan called it. We need the United States to return to be the Beacon of Light in a world full of shadows.

And that's how you win this war. It's ideological. And it's hope over fear. Liberty over repression. Freedom over tyranny.

And when we're able to get to this point, we'll make sure that the deaths of all who died on 9/11, and in Afghanistan, and in Iraq, wouldn't have been in vain.


Without hope there is no freedom.

Joy cometh in the morning, scripture tells us.


I'm Yasser Navarrete

"On September 11" Written: September 11, 2005

September 11, 2001. A date unlike any other in the long course of American history.

In the midst of a Tragedy in America we remember another American Tragedy.

The events were surreal. We were watching it on television and we couldn't believe it. The World Trade Center attacked and fell and then it was no more. The Pentagon—the headquarters of the most powerful military ever to walk the face of this earth—attacked. US military personnel dead. Another high jacked airplane still in the air. The White House evacuated. The Vice-President taken to a secure bunker. The Speaker of the United States House of Representatives and the President Pro Tempore of the United States Senate both taken to secured locations outside Washington D.C., with the sole purpose of maintaining continuity of government. The President of the United States aboard Air Force One, Air Force One under an F-16 Fighter Jet Military Escort. And thousands of people walking across the bridge trying to get out of Lower Manhattan with soot on their faces and tears in their eyes.

And then, on that same day, someone took the picture above. Three firefighters propping up the American flag. The famous scene harkens to that military victory in Iwo Jima. Endurance provided that victory on September 11th.

Four years down the road a lot has changed. You know I just took a few seconds to think about the previous sentence: Four years down the road a lot has changed. I'm not sure that that's entirely true. While life does go on, and while we once again have a sense of normalcy, in most of our mind's we still fear the day when we turn on the television and we witness another devastating attack on America. It's not a question of If, but rather of When? But nothing has changed. The MTV Generation continues to watch the VMA's and the who-shot-who soap opera surrounding it; they continue to watch Cribs and Room Raiders and continue to take their cultural cues from convicted felons. There's an unreal reality that my generation has succumbed to.

But then it's not just my generation. It's everyone. Civics has become a subject that no one cares about. History has become a subject that no one learned about. Politics has become a subject that no one thinks about. And that has created an ignorant people, oblivious to their surroundings.

As a student of history, what's even more amazing is the lack of sacrifice. The American Revolution, the War of 1812, the Civil War, the First World War, the Second World War, all required magnificent sacrifices for the cause, from food rationing to over-production. We don't have that now. The closest we do is gas at $3.00 a gallon. But that's not really a sacrifice. Everyone thinks it is but it isn't. We once again live in Dewey's era of Conspicuous Consumption. And those that are making the sacrifices are those my age, dying. Then again it's hypocritical. I'm not making any sacrifices either. Maybe that's why I've felt so badly lately and donated a substantial amount of money. One that I never thought I ever would. And maybe my lack of sacrifice is made up for the fact of acknowledging what is taking place. Knowing what is taking place. If 90% of Life is just showing up, then I showed up. I showed up to the table of knowledge, awareness and discussion. I'm not out there reading Teen People.

There were memorial services across the nation this morning.

"You're still our hero, please keep watching over us," Elizabeth Ahearn said to her brother, fire lieutenant Brian Ahearn.

"Donald, there's not a day that goes by that we don't think about you," a sobbing Suzanne Gavagan Mascitis said to her brother, Donald Richard Gavagan, Jr., a 35-year-old bond trading firm employee.

"Kenny, your legacy of teacher, mentor, leader and coach did not die with you four years ago, but rather found new life and will live on forever," said Marie Cox, to her brother, Kenneth Phelan, a firefighter and father of four.

The Personification of Victims.

And yet I return to a topic I've written about many times on this Journal. About the Firefighters and the Police who ran into the Towers to try to save people. They ran into the Fire. Ran into the Fire. The Streets of Heaven are too crowded with Angels. And they were ordinary men and women, ordinary fathers and mothers, sons and daughters, brothers and sisters. Ordinary people with extraordinary wills. Ordinary people that became American Heroes. And these are the times for American Heroes. And we do remember their sacrifice and their suffering. Along with those who have died in far-off wars. That's the least that we, who haven't sacrificed enough, must do. Remember and honor those who have sacrificed it all.

I'm Yasser Navarrete

"September 11" Written: September 11, 2003

This is Today, Thursday, September 11th, 2003...yet one will never forget Tuesday, September 11th, 2001. It's been two years since that horrendous day, but it seems as if the events occurred just yesterday.

Over the last two years, many people have died. 2,800 in the World Trade Center complex alone. 250+ American troops in Iraq and Afghanistan.

Many people have been left alone, yet found a place. The people who have died did not have to: they were someone's mother, and someone's father, someone's son and someone's daughter.

Yet, Osama Bin Laden just issued a tape calling for an increase in Jihad, and more attacks to come.

Yet, Saddam Hussein and his Weapons of Mass Destruction - which we know exist because we gave it to him in the 80's - are AWOL.

Yet, America moves ahead. Not with fear, but with courage. We are aware, and no longer oblivious. We want to go back to normal. But there is no "normal" anymore. We've been a reactive society since our founding, and for the first time we want to become proactive. We want to save lives, and end terror. We want peace, not war... and we'll have peace even if we have to go to war for it.

But regardless, two years ago, many people lost somebody when their time wasn't up. Memories are all they have now. And a future is rooted in the hope that they may see each other again.

To the Brave Firefighters of the city of New York who went inside the buildings when everyone else was going out...

To the Port Authority and NYPD officers who perished while trying to provide calm...

To the innocent men, women, and children who thought that September 11, 2001 was just going to be like any other day...

Your death was not in vain and never forgotten. Your memory lives on. You were a testament to the greatness of America.

And now we await the third anniversary of the attacks. In the last one we went through a war, now through another... What will happen next?

IN MEMORIAM

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